God, why am I in such pain?
What have I done to be treated like that?
What wrong have I done to be humiliated like that?
Does it never occurs to one that it will look very bad on me?
Or one never cares anymore and all one wants is to be free?
How can one be so sensitive before but yet so insensitive now?
How can I ever walk myself out of this thorny hedge?
I am bleeding in the heart again. Profusely this time round.
Will it ever heal…
Maybe blood will run out this time round…